tired

Ugh, hell never ends. The head manager was in the store all day (this is actually a good thing) but she was working on the schedule, and straight up warned me that she was "going to kill me this week." Our work week starts on Tuesdays, and she was a little late getting the schedule up today. My week is: 4-close, off wed, 4-close, 5-10, 5-11. Now, this might not seem that bad except I'm a manager two of those shifts, and the other two are the end of the week, which means I may as well be managing for all the shit I'll have to put up with.

Nevermind. I knew I was in for it the moment I went back. My october plans are coming along nicely, and I've actually finished chapter one of my Blossom story. The interesting thing about this story is that about 75% of it is completely outline, as in down to the last detail. That outline took me a week to complete, working nearly non stop. I've just always been too intimidated by my own story to write it. But Rainbow and Treasure have boosted my confidence immensely, so I'm finally feeling up to it.

Other stories are going equally well, and I'm also slowly working my way through Mythos, a long going collaboration with amasugiru. Despite her fears, I am working on it. That reminds me I never got her b-day present, FUCK.

I'm going to go get a shower now, as I'm tired, sore, and smell like pizza.

happy!

totally random update, but my mood has improved a million fold. I finally signed on to aim tonight, after a horribly long absence, and not only did I encounter amasugiru but I also was surprised by a good friend from my days as a slave of dickinson dining services, aka "the caf" of my (beloved) college.

His name is Scot, and we were friend all four years (most of my other friends were a year ahead of me) of school. We basically started out just harassing and tormenting each other. But I have the honor(?) of being the only girl he would ever actually want to fight. I know what it sounds like, but honestly he always seemed very much like a brother to me. He's a lot like my actual brother, but mostly he just always seemed like the big brother I never had.

Heh, there were two guys I definitely did not see as brothers, but the rest of them really were just friends. I miss those days, they're not kidding when they say that your four years of school are the best of your life...

Now I'm sad again, dammit.

Ah well, I'm still arguing mythos with gomes. that always cheers me up - she's the only one that, when I say "what the fuck are you talking about, that'd never work," will say "shut up bitch, it'll work. here's why." I love gomes.