I miss unemployment
May. 26th, 2005 07:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maderrBecause as stressful as it was to have no money and all, at least I had time to do the things I wanted. The things I love. I'm so sick of myself for always being too tired to write, or even read these days. How pathetic is that?
And I could defend myself, but really I'm just making excuses. There are people who put up with a hell of a lot more than I do and still get lots of stuff done after work. I think sometimes I just feel sorry for myself because it seems that someone *always* has it worse than I do and that makes me feel I have no right to complain. That and I don't do stressed very quietly - I tend to get noiser the more hassled I am. NOt like shouting and threats and stuff...just noisy. I wanted to smack this one guy today who implied I wasn't a very calm person. Though his implication was phrased "I'm more calmer than most people" so his words are getting taken with a grain of salt or fifty.
I'm really hoping I can get some stuff done over the three day weekend. If not? Then I really am a fucking loser who does not deserve to be published. Seriously. Where the hell did my discipline go? Has anyone seen it?
And why are all my comfort drinks full of caffeine? ARGHNESS SUPREME. Well, there's always chamomile but that'll put me right to sleep at this point.
Argh, Megan. Shut up already.
And I could defend myself, but really I'm just making excuses. There are people who put up with a hell of a lot more than I do and still get lots of stuff done after work. I think sometimes I just feel sorry for myself because it seems that someone *always* has it worse than I do and that makes me feel I have no right to complain. That and I don't do stressed very quietly - I tend to get noiser the more hassled I am. NOt like shouting and threats and stuff...just noisy. I wanted to smack this one guy today who implied I wasn't a very calm person. Though his implication was phrased "I'm more calmer than most people" so his words are getting taken with a grain of salt or fifty.
I'm really hoping I can get some stuff done over the three day weekend. If not? Then I really am a fucking loser who does not deserve to be published. Seriously. Where the hell did my discipline go? Has anyone seen it?
And why are all my comfort drinks full of caffeine? ARGHNESS SUPREME. Well, there's always chamomile but that'll put me right to sleep at this point.
Argh, Megan. Shut up already.
