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maderrHome a bit early. Said fuck it and skipped lunch and left early. I'm sick of it.
Going to do laundry and clean, and then see if I have enough pennies for La Rosa's or something b/c after this hellacious day.
Also, somebody needs to make me stop reading vampires stories. Also stop the urge to write something to make it all better. I hate vampires. I will never like them. Why do I keep trying to write them?
Then again, look at the reasons I write everything. I hate sci-fi so I wrote Kidnapped, I hate how in every fantasy book the people are trying to kill the evil gods so I'm writing Lost Gods. I hate modern supernatural, as well as all the cheap cop outs with Living Person Falls in Love With Ghost, so I wrote Dance with the Devil. I loathe, despise, and detest every harem story I've ever read, and every desert story I've ever written has disappointed so I wrote The King's Harem and Sandstorm. All my fairytales are the results of similiar hissy fits.
Is there something inherently wrong with the fact that nearly every one of my stories is inspired by ARGH HATE HATE HATE?
That would, however, explain my obsession with vampires. I hate them. I keep trying to write them in a way I like them. Though I like my vampires well enough, they are far from favorites on my list. This is a fight I'm doomed to lose, nothing will ever make me like vampires, yet it's my nature to learn to like something esp. when I'm determined to hate it.
Christ no wonder everyone thinks I'm a freak.
So glad the week is almost over.
Off to clean.
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Going to do laundry and clean, and then see if I have enough pennies for La Rosa's or something b/c after this hellacious day.
Also, somebody needs to make me stop reading vampires stories. Also stop the urge to write something to make it all better. I hate vampires. I will never like them. Why do I keep trying to write them?
Then again, look at the reasons I write everything. I hate sci-fi so I wrote Kidnapped, I hate how in every fantasy book the people are trying to kill the evil gods so I'm writing Lost Gods. I hate modern supernatural, as well as all the cheap cop outs with Living Person Falls in Love With Ghost, so I wrote Dance with the Devil. I loathe, despise, and detest every harem story I've ever read, and every desert story I've ever written has disappointed so I wrote The King's Harem and Sandstorm. All my fairytales are the results of similiar hissy fits.
Is there something inherently wrong with the fact that nearly every one of my stories is inspired by ARGH HATE HATE HATE?
That would, however, explain my obsession with vampires. I hate them. I keep trying to write them in a way I like them. Though I like my vampires well enough, they are far from favorites on my list. This is a fight I'm doomed to lose, nothing will ever make me like vampires, yet it's my nature to learn to like something esp. when I'm determined to hate it.
Christ no wonder everyone thinks I'm a freak.
So glad the week is almost over.
Off to clean.
=_=
