It's all over now

[maderr]

So Becca gave her two weeks notice today...she's just packing up and going to stay with a friend in Oklahoma until she gets a job and her own place there. She was my last thread of sanity there. If I had somewhere to go, I'd be gone.

I may quit anyway. I honestly think Saturday broke me - I always say I don't care but I seriously have reached that point now. I just either a) need another job or b) need somewhere to run off to until I find a job there. Because as hard as I try, I don't think I'll get out of RoRap unless I just leave - and London so far hasn't seen fit to fucking write me back.

I wonder where I put Lucas' email, I bet he'd let me bum with him in New Orleans.