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[maderr]

Spent the whole night doing boring but necessary crap x.x Am working on redoing my webpage, but getting all of it done will take me a bit. Anyone that doesn't like stuff opening in new tabs -- I'm telling you now you'll just have to suffer. For what I have in mind, I think it works. Anyway, I like it.

Also attempting something with Prisoner, and eventually other books. Poor Kitty got stuck fixing the goddamnmotherfucking*rest edited* formatting b/c I fail at life and Miscrosoft is proof there is hell and it is ruled by the Devil.

My eyes are killing me.

I also am really wondering what the fuck is wrong with me. Lately I have been stuck in permanent bad mood. Which wouldn't be so bad, except as per usual short of calling my poor family for the millionth time, I have no one but myself to distract me, cheer me up, and help with the little things that annoy and frustrate me. I should be over it, I know, but still. I'm sure I will be, eventually. My moods really do seem to go in some sort of cycle, and I don't just mean the usual monthly annoyance either. Ugh, I don't know. Maybe I'm just making excuses for the fact I'm a bitch that most people would rather ignore than help. Which, isn't strictly true. The girl I work with these days always tries to make me laugh. She makes a boring, tedious job a hell of a lot more fun.

Eh. Rambling now. Hopefully my vacation in a few weeks will give me a chance to do something about all this stupid anger that is built up for no reason. I wish it would go away. I don't like being angry for no good reason, but fuck all if I can make it go away *sigh*

Anyway, hopefully back to writing soon. Sorry to those who have been reading my shinies for me, I will try to get back to work tomorrow.

God my eyes hurt. I need to get my one credit card back just so I can buy new fucking glasses.

Ugh. I'm going away now before I say something else that makes me sound bitchy or idiotic or whatever the heck I sound like to people. Insane, I'd imagine. That'd be my vote.

Comments

[sixpence1323.livejournal.com]

Hey, I really hope you feel better. Anything I could do? ^_^

[mechante-fille.livejournal.com]

Congrats on getting the boring but necessary stuff done. I suck at making myself do that kind of thing.

*huggles*

[skylark97.livejournal.com]

If the weather there was anything like it was here today, I'm leaning towards it being sun--or lack thereof--related. This time of the year blows. It's hard to be in a good mood, because looking outside and being outside is just depressing and gloomy. At least in the summer, things look happy and cheerful when you walk out the front door. And in the dead of winter, they're all white and pretty and pristine looking. Right now? It's all just kind of dead and gray, and it's hard to put a cheerful spin on that. >_> And if it snows again, I might stab Jack Frost. ^_^

*huggles*

[akerushin.livejournal.com]

Ah, you just sound tired and stressed out. :) Not at all like whatever you think you sound like. We all have bad months.. or years... It eventually gets better.. or at least I'd like to think so?

[maderr.livejournal.com]

You're probably right. the weather was nice over the weekend, but this week it went right back to cold and threatening to rain x.x I sooo can't wait 'til winter finally gives up the ghost

*luffs*

[tygati.livejournal.com]

You should move to Oregon. *nod* We have sunshine and green growing things. ^_^ ... >.> Which seriously needs mowing cause it's getting to the wading-depth again... x.x; Stupid grass.

[shiruartist.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[alice_montrose]

Just take it easy for a few days. *hugs*

There was someone on my f-list who mentioned cheap yet nice glasses... hmm... ah yes, here it is. Hopefully it will help some?

[koneikaa66.livejournal.com]

Here a hugely huge *hugs*-dose!
I hope you'll get in a cheerfuller mood before your vacation: it will be sad for it not to before_but in the meantime there's no need to feel bad about rambling : to be in a bitchy-kind mood is a "right" right as another!
And another hugely huge *hugs*-dose_because there can never be enough of it!

[koneikaa66.livejournal.com]

Went a little wild with the hugging, hope you'll survive it ^_~ (check your emails).