wishful thinking
Nov. 20th, 2008 08:48 pmI so wish I could buy a house. I would love, finally, to really and truly have a place that is MINE. It’s not that I’m ungrateful about what I have now, because I’m not. I’m fully aware how goddamn lucky I am.
But, I am hoping for rykaine to come join me in the next few months. We have big plans. We are hoping to see another friend as well, around the same time. I wish I had a place to call my own, cause I’m so tired of being under the thumb of others, of having no say in what goes down, and always living under restrictions.
If I honestly knew what to do, how to do it, I think I would give it a try. But I think the idea of me with a house is probably laughable.
Still, it’s nice a thought.
But, I am hoping for rykaine to come join me in the next few months. We have big plans. We are hoping to see another friend as well, around the same time. I wish I had a place to call my own, cause I’m so tired of being under the thumb of others, of having no say in what goes down, and always living under restrictions.
If I honestly knew what to do, how to do it, I think I would give it a try. But I think the idea of me with a house is probably laughable.
Still, it’s nice a thought.