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maderrNo one will leave me alone for five fucking minutes. I would like to get something done, plzkthx.
I'm still weeks behind at work. I'm flat fucking broke. Now I get people lecturing me b/c Midnight's editing isn't good enough. I'm fucking sorry. I must have used the wrong version, or put the wrong version in the right place, or something. I do every fucking thing myself, minus the editing. I do the writing, I do the tweaking, I do the formatting, the publishing, the website--and work 40 fucking hours a week. I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I'm sorry this is bitchy. You have no idea how badly I sometimes wish I had someone to lean on, but I don't. So I'm sorry that I fucked up with Midnight, I did the best I goddamn could.
You know, I keep thinking I'm doing better, and that now I'll stop annoying everyone with my melodrama and whining. I have not been able to figure out why I'm barely sleeping four hours straight each night. Maybe I'm more stressed than I thought.
I'm still weeks behind at work. I'm flat fucking broke. Now I get people lecturing me b/c Midnight's editing isn't good enough. I'm fucking sorry. I must have used the wrong version, or put the wrong version in the right place, or something. I do every fucking thing myself, minus the editing. I do the writing, I do the tweaking, I do the formatting, the publishing, the website--and work 40 fucking hours a week. I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I'm sorry this is bitchy. You have no idea how badly I sometimes wish I had someone to lean on, but I don't. So I'm sorry that I fucked up with Midnight, I did the best I goddamn could.
You know, I keep thinking I'm doing better, and that now I'll stop annoying everyone with my melodrama and whining. I have not been able to figure out why I'm barely sleeping four hours straight each night. Maybe I'm more stressed than I thought.
