My lovely roommate has survived another year

Happy Birthday, starparty! ^__^ Survive another one!



Once I finish knight story, I need to get caught up with birthday stories >_o yargh. I hate always being behind, but I am too entrenched in knight story to stop.

argh, where does the time go?

Already six thirty >_< Man, I wanted to be well into writing. I could be finished with knight story if not for fsking RL! *kicks*

Still, polite but terse emails sent to necessary parties. Belated birthday gifts tended to, I apologize again to roomie and Beej - holidays wiped me of money and I am still recovering >_< *failzor*

Um.

The runner for the one process server that comes in the afternoon almost got himself punched. Our job is hard, I don't care what anyone fucking says. It takes concentration. I'm sorry if we're not all smiles and chatter and willing to drop everything to entertain your lazy fucking ass. That doesn't mean we're unhappy, or grouchy, it just means we're paying attention to what we do b/c if we don't bad shit happens. If you tell me again that I "need to cheer up" I will punch your goddamn face in. I know how tough the runners have it, I was one, and if you have time to sit down and tell me to cheer up, I know you're not doing your fucking job. So, yeah. Tell me to cheer up one more fucking time. Go ahead.

M'kay. Food, then writing. Will not finish tonight, sadly, but maybe can at least finish Kodey's last part. Blah.

*EDIT*

It's amazing, and kinda depressing really, how quickly I can go from good mood to wishing the entire world would fuck off and die. I'm stupid, I know that. I fight it every day and still fail miserably. I just wish it wasn't always my goddamn fucking fault. Just once, I'd like not to be the one to blame. But, I have only myself to blame. Doesn't matter how hard I try, invariably I am naught but a fuck up. Even in my writing.