randomness

*saw a kid today on the bus that had a roll of cash in one hand, a nice cellphone in the other. He was dressed like a gangsta' and probably not a day over eight -__- WTF?

*woman on the bus yesterday was talking to another woman at the top of her damned lungs. About how she'd been arrested at work and wow was it crazy and they'd let her out on early released cause she was supposed to get out this coming Monday but hey.

*I swear this one chick I sit next to hates it when I sit next her. Hard to tell, but she definitely has a scowl thing going on when I do it. Eh.

*Girl at work totally ruined her arm today falling down the stairs. She didn't want to tell the boss b/c she's already taken so much time off. She was mad at me for calling the boss anyway. Ah, well. It had to be done -__-

*the motivation, it is gone. must go find it. I doubt it's behind the wine I have left, but I'll probably look there anyway ^_~

*I'm so sick of being told I'm mean just b/c I'm blunt. I'm sorry. He did nothing but whine about how he wanted milk. Well, there's no milk but water is better than nothing. 'Water doesn't have the right texture' Okay, the Graeter's up the street has milk, walk up there. 'But it's cold.' Then shut up! 'you're so mean. god, remind me never to make you angry.' =_=

*I swear I had something else to say, but hell if I know what. Ah, well.

Oh, yeah

I remember what the other thing was. I was killing the last few minutes of work paging through a dumbass magazine to laugh at shit (uh, ladies home journal I think) and it had a little article on shyness and how to 'cure' it.

There was something about how shyness is just self-consciousness, and one way to cure it in groups is to make certain you get people to talk about themselves and other things and not about you.

All I could think was '....being shy means I have problems just opening my fucking mouth, you dumbass bitch.'

Then it went on to say you should always get to parties early, so it's easier to mingle and meet people rather than hesitate over joining groups

Maybe it's just my bad mood that I've been trying to kick, but the snarky bitch in me just thinks whoever wrote the article has no fucking clue what it's like being shy.