europe

[maderr]

well, it seems my plans for going to europe are slowly starting to solidify. I may actually see this happen.

I can't buy my ticket yet, b/c apparently my credit card doesn't have as much money on it as I had originally believed it to.

But I should have enough by the time I get back from yaoi con. Hopefully the ticket won't cost much more than I was seeing tonight. but we'll see.

back to writing...speaking of which, one of my articles for aestheticism.com is written, but it needs serious editing if anyone would like to take a look at if for me. I don't think I'm allowed to just post it, otherwise I would. Peace.

Comments

I like blind rages

[amasugiru.livejournal.com]

Don't type anything you don't mean to keep. Fuck, unless I made a complete idiot of myself typing things up I don't delete them. Its a journal, meaning its your life and you are just negating honest feelings by deleting it. I could point out that you are ignoring the bigger problem, which Angela pointed out, that you have to get out of the house. By deleting that post you are just avoiding how angry living at home can make you at times. They should be incentives to move somewhere exotic and meet incredible hot men who don't mind servicing each other while you watch or inviting you to play.

Re: I like blind rages

[maderr.livejournal.com]

It's not that. I really prefer to keep them, no matter how stupid or mean I sound. But my dad was really hurt by my behavior last night, and I know my mom reads my lj, and I didn't want my blind, selfish rages hurting my dad, b/c he invariably would have learned of it. I'm not being dishonest by deleting it, b/c I always know how I feel.