This is going to be a long week, I can tell. But I'm not bitching, just...stalling.
Sometime during lunch today I have to work up the nerve to call some of these numbers and get some help. Which, later, will probably require me taking time off of work. The most annoying part of that being that I'll have to use vacation time instead of sick time.
And it's sad that in all of this, the thing I dread most is the phonecall. I hate hate hate phones unless I know the person to whom I'm speaking. Family? Good. Friends? Good. Everyone else? Not so good. I sound like a fucking moron.
So calling a lawer because I'm being sued?
See, this is why I try not to think about it. I feel sick to my stomach.
And on top of all this, coworker is out on vaykay so for the next three days I have to work until eight.
Need more coffee. It's about the only thing my stomach won't puke up at the moment. Will somebody try and convince me I don't need to have a damned heart attack over this? >_
Sometime during lunch today I have to work up the nerve to call some of these numbers and get some help. Which, later, will probably require me taking time off of work. The most annoying part of that being that I'll have to use vacation time instead of sick time.
And it's sad that in all of this, the thing I dread most is the phonecall. I hate hate hate phones unless I know the person to whom I'm speaking. Family? Good. Friends? Good. Everyone else? Not so good. I sound like a fucking moron.
So calling a lawer because I'm being sued?
See, this is why I try not to think about it. I feel sick to my stomach.
And on top of all this, coworker is out on vaykay so for the next three days I have to work until eight.
Need more coffee. It's about the only thing my stomach won't puke up at the moment. Will somebody try and convince me I don't need to have a damned heart attack over this? >_
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Date: 2005-03-28 04:10 pm (UTC)