hmmm....

[maderr]

am wondering if I should finally cave and sell my manga? If I'd saved my money instead of spending it on said manga, I might not be in this quandry now.

Actually, I'd better. Because I just opened something that I thought was for me, to find that my dad (rather, me) owe's damn near $300.00 on a loan, even though I was sure these loans didn't star repayment until december.

Looks like I'd better put together a list of what I can sell...would anyone here be interested, or should I just start with ebay?

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Megan Megan Bo-Began

[mashoogina.livejournal.com]

I didn't mean to upset you this afternoon!!! :( I was just trying to help pick your ass up because you seemed like you had fallen down.

Let me tell you how many times I felt like a total DISEASE in the last year... mmm... I lost count. If I hadn't gotten into SOAS, God knows what I would be doing right now besides wanting to slit my wrists. And as for the $$$ situation, I really fucked up my bank account this summer, and I was totally unaware of how much money I had spent, which sucked mega-balls, let me tell you--because more than anything I was disappointed in myself and embarassed about it. SO NO WORRIES.

Life blows. Let's face it, but the fact of the matter is, is that you've got more than a lot of people have got and that's a sense of direction. You didn't leave Dickinson and go to work at Little Caesar's to "Find yourself" you went there so you could get a job, get some financial independence, and launch yourself into the next, glorious stage of your career.

I've been rejected from so many fucking things over the last four years that I swear I thought on many occasions that I was a stupid, worthless piece of shit. But, then something comes along that is sooo much better than what I thought I had originally wanted (Dickinson, Granada, SOAS, etc.)...

I have faith in you girl and I love you!!! Always know that I'm not here to preach at you and tell you what and how you should live your life, because that's not my j.o.b. Besides, I can't even get my own shit together, so I have no room to talk that's for sure!!!

Everything is going to work out just fine. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, it's just going to take a little while to get there... if you want, bring your application to SOAS over here with all the information and we'll hand deliver it to the Registry. :)

You're gonna make it, woman!!! WE ALL ARE!!! :) I think a lot of it is growing pains... soon we're going to have a massive homecoming during which we will spend an entire week blotto. It will be gorgeous.

Re: Megan Megan Bo-Began

[cr8zyaly.livejournal.com]

That post was not even directed toward me, but yet it almost made me cry. Derr, don't ever feel like you are the only one who feels that way. Hell, I feel like I have no direction and no clue what the hell is going on all the time. I too am stuck at home, wishing I knew what I wanted to go to grad school for, wishing that I had a little cubicle to work in with my bamboo plant and my seamonkeys. You are not the only one slaving away in the foodservice industry. Damn this post-college slump.

Re: Megan Megan Bo-Began

[maderr.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry Al, my melodrama doesn't help anyone. You're so quiet, I always forget there's one person that understands the food industry at least as well as I, if not more - I think an amusement park is definitely worse than a pizza place.

You'll figure out something I'm sure, the Al I wanted to stuff in a locker once upon a time was nothing if not stubborn.

Re: Megan Megan Bo-Began

[maderr.livejournal.com]

Allie, you really didn't upset me this afternoon. My parents will tell you, I overreact to everything when I'm upset about one little thing. My problem is that I can see straight until I've vented and made a fool of myself. You helped a lot, you really did. I wouldn't have even considered London as an option if you hadn't suggested it, if I'm your Muse you're my Motivation.

I really need to learn to stop whining, I think living here w/out a friend in sight drives me a little crazy sometimes.

Thank you Allie, I love you too!!

Re: Megan Megan Bo-Began

[mashoogina.livejournal.com]

I WHINE PERPETUALLY!!! Look at my LiveJournal!!! No worries. You sound exactly like my best friend from home who's a manager at Abercrombie and Fitch now... it's like a weird culture shock.

I have to go to the library and work on FUNDAMENTALISM. Oh boy for me.

Re: Megan Megan Bo-Began

[maderr.livejournal.com]

Your whining is so comical it's hard to notice it's whining.

Retail and Food suck. It amazes me there are people that do it for a living.

Good luck at the library.