I don't know what's wrong with me
Mar. 8th, 2006 07:49 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maderrIt isn't like me to be this upset for this long. I mean the one could thing about my moodiness is that for all that I tend to crash hard, I always bounce back up.
I'm not bouncing this time. It's sort of freaking me out. It took all I had just to come to work today, and I may bail yet - not a good sign when you miss your bus stop. I don't what straw finally broke the camel's back, but it broke it good.
I just wish it hadn't happened while Sammie was here; how much does it suck to have your sister go wiggie when you're on vacation? Still, she's probably the only reason I'm still with it at all.
Okay, music and work. Sorry to be a flake. I'll bounce back eventually.
*EDIT*
Okay, home again home again. But I did talk to my boss, and she says I'm doing great and that if she's nagging it's only because everything is constantly changing.
But I do think I need to get away for awhile. I already had three days off in April and I put in for the rest of that week off. If it doesn't put my parents out any, I think I may change my current plans and go stay with them for the week. If I really watch my pennies, I could probably swing a train ticket, which would leave me five or six days besides to just chill with the folks.
Okay, writing. I've whined enough, and I know I'll be back up eventually. I think a number of frustrations just crashd all at once, blowing each other out of proportion. It's like my sister said - I just need to find the bright spots. As *I've* said, I'm far too prone to whining. So no more from me. I'm going to read and sniffle a bit more, then crack down on some writing.
Which reminds me - I'm itching to work on my lulu.com project but I 1)Can't think of a title for my fairytale collections, which are going up first and F) I prefer html format to a more standard book format. Opinions?
I'm not bouncing this time. It's sort of freaking me out. It took all I had just to come to work today, and I may bail yet - not a good sign when you miss your bus stop. I don't what straw finally broke the camel's back, but it broke it good.
I just wish it hadn't happened while Sammie was here; how much does it suck to have your sister go wiggie when you're on vacation? Still, she's probably the only reason I'm still with it at all.
Okay, music and work. Sorry to be a flake. I'll bounce back eventually.
*EDIT*
Okay, home again home again. But I did talk to my boss, and she says I'm doing great and that if she's nagging it's only because everything is constantly changing.
But I do think I need to get away for awhile. I already had three days off in April and I put in for the rest of that week off. If it doesn't put my parents out any, I think I may change my current plans and go stay with them for the week. If I really watch my pennies, I could probably swing a train ticket, which would leave me five or six days besides to just chill with the folks.
Okay, writing. I've whined enough, and I know I'll be back up eventually. I think a number of frustrations just crashd all at once, blowing each other out of proportion. It's like my sister said - I just need to find the bright spots. As *I've* said, I'm far too prone to whining. So no more from me. I'm going to read and sniffle a bit more, then crack down on some writing.
Which reminds me - I'm itching to work on my lulu.com project but I 1)Can't think of a title for my fairytale collections, which are going up first and F) I prefer html format to a more standard book format. Opinions?
