ARGH FUCK IT
Jun. 30th, 2007 12:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maderrI cannot recreate this scene. Fuck it. =_=
I give up. I so give up. I'm sitting here crying because this story is well and truly gone. I don't hear their voices anymore and I wish to god there was someone to cheer me up but there isn't, because whenever I'm less than happy all I get is ignored.
Going to get stuff to make cupcakes and then try to work on something else, since BM has apparently given up on me.
Oh my good lord *sniffle* you gusy don't need to send me gifts. I'm just LJ to vent.
Honestly. you're all nicer than I ever deserve. It's like I told Kitty - I think I"m redirecting my unhappiness. There's shit I don't talk about here that gets to me badly and since I can't fix it I'm taking it out on my stories.
Love you guys bunches.
I give up. I so give up. I'm sitting here crying because this story is well and truly gone. I don't hear their voices anymore and I wish to god there was someone to cheer me up but there isn't, because whenever I'm less than happy all I get is ignored.
Going to get stuff to make cupcakes and then try to work on something else, since BM has apparently given up on me.
Oh my good lord *sniffle* you gusy don't need to send me gifts. I'm just LJ to vent.
Honestly. you're all nicer than I ever deserve. It's like I told Kitty - I think I"m redirecting my unhappiness. There's shit I don't talk about here that gets to me badly and since I can't fix it I'm taking it out on my stories.
Love you guys bunches.
