Can't sleep
Jul. 1st, 2007 01:46 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maderrHave erased this post three times because I refuse to devolve into pointless emo melodrama yet again. I've made the bed, I'll lie in it =_= I'm 25, I need to grow the fuck up and stop throwing tantrums just because life sucks. It won't suck forever and I should be long used to the things I deal with every single day.
So get over it I shall.
Almost done with my first little box ^__^ It's a little manor, just needs the windows and and door done, then the roses bushes added. Then I add the state name and done. Hee. Only a million to go ^^;;
Kitty keeps trying to con me into writing Tresnor/Mythril. I am Resisting cause he retreated to the moon when his wife died and never dated anyone else or anything and hewais supposed to be pretty much het.
Wish I had more pretties to offer, but lately whenever I put something to type it winds up sucking.
Um...running out of babble. I turned the air down b/c I usually do right before bed so now am freezing. Tried to read something but nothing really strikes my fancy. Want something pretty and happy and slashy that I can take to bed to curl up with but unless I take the laptop, no go. and I read everything there is to read, I think.
I think I just need that vacation. Stress increasing at work, constant stress here at the house, I'm failing miserably to make anything suitable for lulu and I can't slap shit up there as it is =_= Yeah, I just Hawaii. All will be better after that, right?
Umm...
Goblin said more cat stories. Sadly, I have no funny ones, but I do have a cute one. My cat is usually pretty independant. He'll hop up on your lap for a bit, enjoy the petting, then hop back down on his merry way. But one of the few things he does regularly is climb into bed with me, and curl up against my side and just lay there and purr for the better part of an hour or so. Then he wanders away, but every morning when I wake up he's right back curled up somewhere with me -- somtimes my pillow, sometimes at my feet, sometime on my back (and if I'm late getting up to get his treats, right by my face with claws out ^^;;)
It's nights like this I'd kill for Sims or something. I don't really game anymore, but something like that would be awesome. Sadly, my laptop would start crying and then commit hara-kiri if I put Sims on it. Ah, well.
Alright, that's your 1:44 AM (or applicable time ^_~) torture for the evening. Going to go stare at the wall and see if I can't make a few muses talk to me until I finally pass out.
So get over it I shall.
Almost done with my first little box ^__^ It's a little manor, just needs the windows and and door done, then the roses bushes added. Then I add the state name and done. Hee. Only a million to go ^^;;
Kitty keeps trying to con me into writing Tresnor/Mythril. I am Resisting cause he retreated to the moon when his wife died and never dated anyone else or anything and he
Wish I had more pretties to offer, but lately whenever I put something to type it winds up sucking.
Um...running out of babble. I turned the air down b/c I usually do right before bed so now am freezing. Tried to read something but nothing really strikes my fancy. Want something pretty and happy and slashy that I can take to bed to curl up with but unless I take the laptop, no go. and I read everything there is to read, I think.
I think I just need that vacation. Stress increasing at work, constant stress here at the house, I'm failing miserably to make anything suitable for lulu and I can't slap shit up there as it is =_= Yeah, I just Hawaii. All will be better after that, right?
Umm...
Goblin said more cat stories. Sadly, I have no funny ones, but I do have a cute one. My cat is usually pretty independant. He'll hop up on your lap for a bit, enjoy the petting, then hop back down on his merry way. But one of the few things he does regularly is climb into bed with me, and curl up against my side and just lay there and purr for the better part of an hour or so. Then he wanders away, but every morning when I wake up he's right back curled up somewhere with me -- somtimes my pillow, sometimes at my feet, sometime on my back (and if I'm late getting up to get his treats, right by my face with claws out ^^;;)
It's nights like this I'd kill for Sims or something. I don't really game anymore, but something like that would be awesome. Sadly, my laptop would start crying and then commit hara-kiri if I put Sims on it. Ah, well.
Alright, that's your 1:44 AM (or applicable time ^_~) torture for the evening. Going to go stare at the wall and see if I can't make a few muses talk to me until I finally pass out.
