Give me a Break
Apr. 10th, 2003 11:49 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maderrI'm sick and tired of all this childishness, myself included. Unlike certain parties, I do try to accept my role in everything. A large part of the problems that have arisen in the past few days are my fault. I should have dealt with it a long time ago, but I always felt that it would do no good.
And here we are. It's done no good. I had actually thought that Gomes and myself had solved some of our problems. Apparently not. Her entire journal is a tirade about how tired she is of everything, and how disgusted she is with me. I've had it. I said she was weak because she is. When I said during our "discussion" that she reminded me of two people, I was thinking of Samantha and my mother. All three of them argue in very similar manners. The only difference is that SAMANTHA will actually listen to what's being said, eventually. But if we're comparing people, I have to confess that Gomes is starting to act exactly like her mother.
I know I can be abrasive, bitchy, whatever. But of all my friends, only a few of them will say "Hey Derr, fucking chill." Gomes isn't one of them. And should these same few in their turn be sour or whatnot, I can tell them to chill and they will. Gomes wouldn't, she'd just walk away.
I'm totally going to hate this post later, it's as childish as the behavior I have of late been exhibiting. But sometimes stupid rants are necessary for the preservation of sanity. I wonder if certain parties will be talking to me after this.
And here we are. It's done no good. I had actually thought that Gomes and myself had solved some of our problems. Apparently not. Her entire journal is a tirade about how tired she is of everything, and how disgusted she is with me. I've had it. I said she was weak because she is. When I said during our "discussion" that she reminded me of two people, I was thinking of Samantha and my mother. All three of them argue in very similar manners. The only difference is that SAMANTHA will actually listen to what's being said, eventually. But if we're comparing people, I have to confess that Gomes is starting to act exactly like her mother.
I know I can be abrasive, bitchy, whatever. But of all my friends, only a few of them will say "Hey Derr, fucking chill." Gomes isn't one of them. And should these same few in their turn be sour or whatnot, I can tell them to chill and they will. Gomes wouldn't, she'd just walk away.
I'm totally going to hate this post later, it's as childish as the behavior I have of late been exhibiting. But sometimes stupid rants are necessary for the preservation of sanity. I wonder if certain parties will be talking to me after this.
