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maderrI don't know what it is about today, man, but all I want to do is punch someone in the face and listen to the screams of pain -__-
I think I unintentionally upset a girl at work. All they do is talk talk talk talk and I can only take so much, so today I said maybe three words the entire morning and I think somehow she took exception, then she got all quiet and solemn and late in the afternoon she went home in tears -__- I wasn't even mean or anything, just quiet, but it's not a day if I don't fuck something up. Blah.
Not even looking forward to the weekend anymore. It was supposed to be a girl's night out and now some guy and his teenage daughter are coming along, plus the girl's friend, and if I didn't think it would make me feel like shit to bail on the one girl (the one I upset, actually), I would totally just say fuck it.
Coffee, Tea, & Me:
Other Meg, much love to you (though I already love you bunches, of course you know this) for the coffee gift cert <3
Beej, thank you for the tea ^_______^
All these lovely things I do not deserve. I am spoiled rotten, I should work harder at deserving it.
I should do something constructive tonight. Like editing, and not writing chapter 3 and maybe even 4 of Weathermage. Why can I never focus? People say I do a lot, but let's face it, I hop around so goddamn much I'm more or less worthless.
Ugh, I think ultimately I just want to punch myself in the face.
EDIT
Aaaand now the girl I probably upset will not be in tomorrow, and I think I'm about to go call off fucking Saturday. Goddammit.
I think I unintentionally upset a girl at work. All they do is talk talk talk talk and I can only take so much, so today I said maybe three words the entire morning and I think somehow she took exception, then she got all quiet and solemn and late in the afternoon she went home in tears -__- I wasn't even mean or anything, just quiet, but it's not a day if I don't fuck something up. Blah.
Not even looking forward to the weekend anymore. It was supposed to be a girl's night out and now some guy and his teenage daughter are coming along, plus the girl's friend, and if I didn't think it would make me feel like shit to bail on the one girl (the one I upset, actually), I would totally just say fuck it.
Coffee, Tea, & Me:
Other Meg, much love to you (though I already love you bunches, of course you know this) for the coffee gift cert <3
Beej, thank you for the tea ^_______^
All these lovely things I do not deserve. I am spoiled rotten, I should work harder at deserving it.
I should do something constructive tonight. Like editing, and not writing chapter 3 and maybe even 4 of Weathermage. Why can I never focus? People say I do a lot, but let's face it, I hop around so goddamn much I'm more or less worthless.
Ugh, I think ultimately I just want to punch myself in the face.
EDIT
Aaaand now the girl I probably upset will not be in tomorrow, and I think I'm about to go call off fucking Saturday. Goddammit.
