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maderrI don't know what it is about today, man, but all I want to do is punch someone in the face and listen to the screams of pain -__-
I think I unintentionally upset a girl at work. All they do is talk talk talk talk and I can only take so much, so today I said maybe three words the entire morning and I think somehow she took exception, then she got all quiet and solemn and late in the afternoon she went home in tears -__- I wasn't even mean or anything, just quiet, but it's not a day if I don't fuck something up. Blah.
Not even looking forward to the weekend anymore. It was supposed to be a girl's night out and now some guy and his teenage daughter are coming along, plus the girl's friend, and if I didn't think it would make me feel like shit to bail on the one girl (the one I upset, actually), I would totally just say fuck it.
Coffee, Tea, & Me:
Other Meg, much love to you (though I already love you bunches, of course you know this) for the coffee gift cert <3
Beej, thank you for the tea ^_______^
All these lovely things I do not deserve. I am spoiled rotten, I should work harder at deserving it.
I should do something constructive tonight. Like editing, and not writing chapter 3 and maybe even 4 of Weathermage. Why can I never focus? People say I do a lot, but let's face it, I hop around so goddamn much I'm more or less worthless.
Ugh, I think ultimately I just want to punch myself in the face.
EDIT
Aaaand now the girl I probably upset will not be in tomorrow, and I think I'm about to go call off fucking Saturday. Goddammit.
I think I unintentionally upset a girl at work. All they do is talk talk talk talk and I can only take so much, so today I said maybe three words the entire morning and I think somehow she took exception, then she got all quiet and solemn and late in the afternoon she went home in tears -__- I wasn't even mean or anything, just quiet, but it's not a day if I don't fuck something up. Blah.
Not even looking forward to the weekend anymore. It was supposed to be a girl's night out and now some guy and his teenage daughter are coming along, plus the girl's friend, and if I didn't think it would make me feel like shit to bail on the one girl (the one I upset, actually), I would totally just say fuck it.
Coffee, Tea, & Me:
Other Meg, much love to you (though I already love you bunches, of course you know this) for the coffee gift cert <3
Beej, thank you for the tea ^_______^
All these lovely things I do not deserve. I am spoiled rotten, I should work harder at deserving it.
I should do something constructive tonight. Like editing, and not writing chapter 3 and maybe even 4 of Weathermage. Why can I never focus? People say I do a lot, but let's face it, I hop around so goddamn much I'm more or less worthless.
Ugh, I think ultimately I just want to punch myself in the face.
EDIT
Aaaand now the girl I probably upset will not be in tomorrow, and I think I'm about to go call off fucking Saturday. Goddammit.
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Date: 2007-10-19 12:41 am (UTC)And umm... if you no longer feel comfy with the night out, don't go. There's nothing less exciting and more miserable than being where you don't want to be with people you hadn't know were coming.
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Date: 2007-10-19 12:44 am (UTC)You should totally call off Saturday it doesn't sound worth the stress.
No one cares if you skip around a lot, it just equals a wider variety of sparklies for us to read and harras you about. ^__^
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Date: 2007-10-19 01:59 am (UTC)Now I KNOW
Date: 2007-10-19 10:15 am (UTC)dear meg, you bring joy in life of so many people (including me)and you deserve all you got and much more
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