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[maderr]

Everyone around me keeps bragging about four day weekends, and I feel left out of the club for no good reason other than I would like a four day weekend but no, lawfirms are greedy and so we must work four fucking hours on Monday b/c being nice around the holiday is too much to fucking ask.

I hope I didn't fuck up running the joing today. Lord knows I was in a foul enough mood all goddamn day.

I see the roommate decided we're not actually going to see the movie, but didn't bother to tell me that >_o not that it fucking matters, I really didn't want to goddamn go anyway. Sick of people. Sick of fucking up. Sick of breathing. Sick of being so goddamn up and down with my moods with no real way of controlling it.

Pretty much sick of fuck everything. I keep trying to be positive but argh -__- SSDD, really. Ignore me.

Now to figure out what to do with my evening, since the only thing I'd really like to do would earn me 30 to life, or straight up execution. Fuckers would have to catch me first.

Comments

[raielchan.livejournal.com]

I have... other plans tonight.

But...

We could always Chipottle tomorrow.

I'm going to goofy and miki's later on Saturday too. You could do that too.

[marasmine.livejournal.com]

You will feel good when you get out of work on Monday! And it is only half a Monday to put up with. I was expecting to work Monday but they decided not to bother with it - but that comes out of my annual leave. I could have left twenty minutes early today (there's generosity for you!) but I decided to tidy up instead so I don't have to go back to a pile of crap. I am grumpy too - mainly because I was 'cooking' (ready made stuff) at 6:30am this morning to provide an office buffet that no one was really interested in eating, so I ate too much of it! I'll shut up now because this is sounding more depressing than helpful. Hope your weekend goes well after a bad start.

[maderr.livejournal.com]

Heh, you should make food for the place I work. We eat like we're constantly starving, I swear ^^

[charisstoma.livejournal.com]

Please come visit me. It's so cathartic to just look at someone else's junk and say, "that goes and that goes and that goes". I'd be whimpering but doing it and that would almost be as good as killing someone.

[maderr.livejournal.com]

Heh. I'm good at that. S'why Sarah's mother has forbidden me to do anything like that here. I'd get rid of all of it, if I could. They never use it, but it sits here 'just in case.'

[sixpence1323.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Hope you feel better.

[maderr.livejournal.com]

Oh, I'll live. I was just miss grouchypants all day. I'm probably in need of a sound beating of the unkinky variety, really.

[alixkat.livejournal.com]

It's that time of year...is anyone happy this Christmas? Evidently not.

Have you thought about maybe seeing a therapist? I mean, it's no fun to feel crazy and moody and everything. I've been there and sometimes you just need to go on a wee pill for a while to even you out for a while. If that's not possible, maybe you should start thinking about an "escape plan" from where you are now... you know, a long-term plan for 2008 that you can implement to get you out of there and let you realise your potential. :)

Okay that's all I have to say. If it makes you feel any better, this is going to be my third weekend stuck inside the house due to illness/weather... so I feel crankypants, too. :P

*hugs*

[melayneseahawk.livejournal.com]

Well, if it's any consolation, I'm working Christmas eve and Christmas day, providing caffeine to the masses.

And, since family has departed to various parts unknown, I'm coming home to an empty house both days.

[captainschlumpy.livejournal.com]

I have nothing to brag about. I work Sunday and monday. I'm sure you did fine running the place! You seem like you have your shit together, don't be too hard on yourself. I'm sending happy vibes your way for the weekend!

[nanthimus.livejournal.com]

Hey, I've got to four hours on Monday too. D:

[goofyrobo.livejournal.com]

It's all about sweet sweet medication.

[kiyoshi-chan.livejournal.com]

:( Sounds tough, sweet. *hugscuddles* I'm sorry, I won't be around to talk to you this weekend either.

[indigoraven.livejournal.com]

I feel you. I managed to wrangle yesterday off, but I stand a 24 hour duty on the 24th.

Have a pretty picture to make us both feel better.