maderr | I was never *this* stupid and jumpy before -_

Woman scared the living shit out of me this morning, cause I didn't hear her come up behind me until the very last second.

Then, coming home, there was this car parked right in front of our house. His lights come on right as I'm drawing close and I could sort of see him looking busy inside (that is to say, not really busy but trying to look it?) and I kept watching, and watching, and finally grabbed the mail and went inside -- and the minute I closed the door and turned to watch him through the glass, he drove off.

It's probably nothing, it's entirely stupid, but I'm creeped out anyway =_=

So fucking pathetic. People always say I'm strong and crap, but honestly I'm the world's biggest wuss.

Blah.