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Mar. 4th, 2008 06:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maderrHaha. Here in an instant, gone in a flash. I'm not sure why I'm ever dumb enough to think I should get to enjoy my money. I'll never manage to save anything, no matter how hard I try. Fuck, at this rate it's going to be a bloody miracle if I can afford all the plane tickets I have to by. Could have saved forty percent, but now that it's march I could only save thirty percent, so instead of paying off my last debt at 1900, it cost me 2300, which combined with the wallet fiasco I was finally shaking --
I'm so tired of trying, and all for nothing. Not good enough to move up the ranks at work, not good enough a writer to turn truly professional.
Argh. Just argh. It took me for fucking ever to save those meager pennies, and they got taken away in two minutes
And it's my own fault, I know it, but I thought I'd taken care of all this two years ago and now in the span of two minutes I'm back to being broke and a loser and everyone around me just seems to flourish.
Blah. A shower, I think, then we'll see if I can muster the energy to do a bit of cleaning.
I hate money, and it's the one thing I simply cannot handle. I quite literally fall apart.
I'm so tired of trying, and all for nothing. Not good enough to move up the ranks at work, not good enough a writer to turn truly professional.
Argh. Just argh. It took me for fucking ever to save those meager pennies, and they got taken away in two minutes
And it's my own fault, I know it, but I thought I'd taken care of all this two years ago and now in the span of two minutes I'm back to being broke and a loser and everyone around me just seems to flourish.
Blah. A shower, I think, then we'll see if I can muster the energy to do a bit of cleaning.
I hate money, and it's the one thing I simply cannot handle. I quite literally fall apart.
