argh, money
Jul. 8th, 2008 07:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maderrI hate that I am incapable of saving money. My whole plan in coming to Cinci was to fix my credit problems, and save money. I should have so much saved up, but something always happens, or I let something happen, and right now I don't even have $2000.00 squirreled away. I'm almost 27 and I don't have much beyond a 401k I only started a couple of years ago. I always thought I'd be doing better than this, but maybe it's just my paranoia flaring up.
Saw an awesome deal for a laptop today, and was going to buy it, but in the end it just makes me too sick to my stomach to actually buy it. Mine is driving crazy - it takes for fucking ever to do anything. It's so bad I want to scream and throw shit, but I want to see if I can do something that will keep me going another year or two, so I can save my money and put it to other things. I really want a certain amount saved by the end of this year, b/c one way or another lots of shit is changing for me end of year.
Spent all goddamn night so far fighting with my stupid comp. It's only three years old, why is it being such a bitch? *sigh*
Now to finally write, even if it's still being a bitch.
Blah. I swear sometimes I'm not happy unless I'm worrying myself to death about something.
Of course, this posting reminds me that I probably should more heavily consider seperating my writing from my whining. I've gotten a lot of new readers lately (and hello, to all the new faces, I will reply to your comments I swear it), and I'm sure most of them would prefer not to hear me whine. Professionalism, and all that.
I had pancakes for dinner. Yummy ^_^
Also, we were talking about TV shows at work. Some of them are fans of Big Brother. They were talking about this one guy, and how all kinds of things about his private life came out on the interwebs while he was on the show. The one woman was like 'you wouldn't believe what he used to do." Me: What? It can't be that bad. Her: I guess it makes a lot of money?He used to do gay porn. Me: Okay?
These people have no clue what I get up to off the clock. Hopefully it will stay that way a little longer. Heh.
Saw an awesome deal for a laptop today, and was going to buy it, but in the end it just makes me too sick to my stomach to actually buy it. Mine is driving crazy - it takes for fucking ever to do anything. It's so bad I want to scream and throw shit, but I want to see if I can do something that will keep me going another year or two, so I can save my money and put it to other things. I really want a certain amount saved by the end of this year, b/c one way or another lots of shit is changing for me end of year.
Spent all goddamn night so far fighting with my stupid comp. It's only three years old, why is it being such a bitch? *sigh*
Now to finally write, even if it's still being a bitch.
Blah. I swear sometimes I'm not happy unless I'm worrying myself to death about something.
Of course, this posting reminds me that I probably should more heavily consider seperating my writing from my whining. I've gotten a lot of new readers lately (and hello, to all the new faces, I will reply to your comments I swear it), and I'm sure most of them would prefer not to hear me whine. Professionalism, and all that.
I had pancakes for dinner. Yummy ^_^
Also, we were talking about TV shows at work. Some of them are fans of Big Brother. They were talking about this one guy, and how all kinds of things about his private life came out on the interwebs while he was on the show. The one woman was like 'you wouldn't believe what he used to do." Me: What? It can't be that bad. Her: I guess it makes a lot of money?He used to do gay porn. Me: Okay?
These people have no clue what I get up to off the clock. Hopefully it will stay that way a little longer. Heh.
