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Feeling down. Probably cause I just saw my family, and now am on my own again. Still conflicted, probably always will be. I can never make the right decision where I'm concerned. Blah blah blah.

Since I figure I'm not the only who could use cheering up - Part II

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Sheesh

So didn't get in trouble, but everyone and his brother gave me motherfucking hell and a million guilt trips about not going to the IKON party tonight. Christ, I've had a long fucking week, I don't feel like partying 'til ten, I'm sorry that only adds to my loser status. *gives finger* Though, I guess really, I am just the loser. Even my roommate went to this one, and she never wants to go. But, what else is new? Megan sucks, no matter what she does.

To top that off, my headphones are dedz0r. As I am flat broke, given expenditures for which I did not plan *sigh* no new headphones til sometime after Hawaii.

In other news, Brandie bought me the 2008 Writer's Market *_* I never could have afforded it myself, and I tend to feel guilty buying things like that since I never seem to succeed at anything I try. But am trying, need to look more closely at some of the writing contests, since until I win some sort of place at some of those, a place like this is only going to laugh and reject me.

Wonder what to do for dinner, since I'm the only loser in IKON not going and therefore will not get the bbq etc they are having.