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It's really frustrating and depressing that still people are getting banned from LJ - and that LJ does not give them a chance to appeal, or anything. More and more people are leaving and it saddens me. I do no want to leave here, this is where all my friends and a majority of my readers hang. But sheesh.

And I suddenly remember something, and it occurs to me I probably can't post it anymore. ( spoilery for the blade and the butterfly )

I give up. I so fucking give up

Day started out pretty damn good. Found out I got employee of the month and that got me a $100.00 AmEx gift card.

Went well enough 'til after lunch, when my stomach felt not too hot but I figured Ijust shouldn't have gotten the Dr. Pepper so I stopped drinking it.

Went to Kenwood, about halfway there didn't feel too hot.

Wound up puking in the B&N bathroom =_= I think I've hit an all new low in life. Gave up buying gifties and came home.

Pretty sure I have a fever. This fucking sucks. No idea what caused it. The PB on my sandwich was brand new, opened it this morning. Bread was still good. Yogurt was still good.

Supposed to go to a farewell party for a friend tomorrow. Guess I won't get to drink any beer, if I can go at all *glum*

On to a slightly more positive note, felt sorry for myself (obviously, when I have not done that for the past bajillion days? *sigh*) and bought this. Didn't realize 'til I was nearly off the bus that it has one of my favorite scanlations in it -- just a cheezy, silly story, but I was always fond of it. "Under the Starlight" does anyone remember it? About the waiter who gets fired and meets a hobo who winds up being the owner of the restaurant?

Urgh. I'm going to go shoot myself in the face now.