Sheesh

[maderr]

So didn't get in trouble, but everyone and his brother gave me motherfucking hell and a million guilt trips about not going to the IKON party tonight. Christ, I've had a long fucking week, I don't feel like partying 'til ten, I'm sorry that only adds to my loser status. *gives finger* Though, I guess really, I am just the loser. Even my roommate went to this one, and she never wants to go. But, what else is new? Megan sucks, no matter what she does.

To top that off, my headphones are dedz0r. As I am flat broke, given expenditures for which I did not plan *sigh* no new headphones til sometime after Hawaii.

In other news, Brandie bought me the 2008 Writer's Market *_* I never could have afforded it myself, and I tend to feel guilty buying things like that since I never seem to succeed at anything I try. But am trying, need to look more closely at some of the writing contests, since until I win some sort of place at some of those, a place like this is only going to laugh and reject me.

Wonder what to do for dinner, since I'm the only loser in IKON not going and therefore will not get the bbq etc they are having.

Comments

[aggybird.livejournal.com]

Here, watch this, it always cheers me up. The 80s + pelvic thrusts + Bollywood = SOLID GOLD.

[mechante-fille.livejournal.com]

Do you use earphones or earbuds? I have an extra pair of earphones just taking up space, if you want. I used to have earbuds... I can't stand them and probably don't have then anymore, but I could look. The earphones are nothing special... don't block noise or anything, but they could get you by?

Yay, Writer's Market!!! Have fun with that.^^

Good luck with dinner.

[skylark97.livejournal.com]

I've never understood why people do the guilt trip thing in those situations. It's like you want to set them down and say, 'look, if I wanted to go I would have said yes. I said no. Ergo, I don't want to go.' It seems simple enough to me in concept. O_o;; I usually give people a wishy washy answer in those situations, like 'oh, if I can manage it, I will.' and then just don't show up. >_>

I keep thinking I should have a complex about that. But! I don't. ^_^ I'm social when I want to be, and I'm not when I don't want to be. People have a hard time with that concept though, so you have to throw them off the trail every once in a while.

And I don't think it makes you a loser. It just means that you know your limits, and to be honest, I wish more people did. -_- Why bother going if you're too tired to have fun? Why go if you're only going because you feel guilted into doing so? Where's the fun in that?

Yeah for you in writing contests! *tackle glomps* You can do it. ^_______^!

[maderr.livejournal.com]

Heh. Someone who follows my logic ^^;; That always makes me feel better. Why don't I live close to any of you peeps? Instead I get all these horribly social people.

<3

[tygati.livejournal.com]

*huggles lots* Stab them all with a rusty knife. :P Or my nifty one with the serrated edge. That's good too. >.>

*hugs s'more* Sorry I was gone so long. x.x Guh. TWO HOUR INTERVIEW. ARRGH. x.x Love the boy dearly, but he so owes me for this one. Was bored out of my mind. x.x

[alixkat.livejournal.com]

I love you, Spanky. My Dad's writing, too! He has the Writer's Market book, as well.

I have a bunch of other people on my F-List doing the pubbing thing. I think maybe madrigalist would be a good friend for you. :) Check her out:

http://www.jenniferlinforth.com/

I have faith in you and I support all of your dreams and aspirations! And seriously, fuck the party.

you are still a very gifted writer

[(Anonymous)]

And believe me, I know what I say, I have a MA in philology. So you have all the reason to be proud and happy and to write more ;)

rose red

[broken-moons.livejournal.com]

*hugs* *sporks guilt-trippers* People who make other people feel bad for not wanting to go to a party have my everlasting hate. I mean, it's not like it's mandatory like, say, jury duty. You're the better one for knowing what you (don't) want and sticking with it. They're the losers, not you.
Social lives are overrated, anyway.
*hugs again*

[eyestealer.livejournal.com]

AGHHHHH -frust- If only I CAN THROW HAPINESS

-throws-

>______<

TO PEOPLE

Then hopefully it'll be a better place.

[charisstoma.livejournal.com]

*pets* You just got back from a really bad, not fun,weekend. If you felt the need to go be with family for a death in that family then why should you be expected to be chipper and up for a party. You're being considerate and not showing up as a droopy wet blanket.
You are feeling down right now and this is souring your attitude towards your wonderful self. Stop It. You are loved.

[stardance.livejournal.com]

no new headphones til sometime after Hawaii.

Assuming no one beat me to the punch, Amazon.com says August 9-14.

I hope next week is better for you.

[kiyoshi-chan.livejournal.com]

What kind of headphones are those? Are they for the computer or the MP3 player or the cell phone? :x

Also dude, all my friends and family have to deal with my periods of mad-going-out and periods of everybody-piss-off-right-now. I think it's normal to have those sorts of things, so hey, don't worry about social-bleness or lack thereof. ♥