*beats head against wall*
Apr. 5th, 2005 08:15 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maderrI try too hard sometimes, I think, and work myself into a tizzy over stories. I *know* this one is okay, or will be once I stop being a baby and finish it. But I've worked so hard at, and changed so many things, that I've convinced myself it sucks.
Even though Sky and my sister liked the first few pages. Bah. Sammie will get it today, because she's the only one allowed to read my crappy stuff, and if she tells me I'm an idiot I will finish it tonight and send it off for final beta'ing.
Sorry. I meant to have it posted yesterday. But assuming all goes well, it will be up tomorrow.
I also can't seem to settle on a freakin' fairytale. So far I have the first five pages of rewrites for The Princess and the Pea, Twelve Dancing Princesses, Hansel and Gretel, The Little Mermaid, and a whacked-out spin off of Sleeping Beauty that Ki-chan for some reason adores. But I can't settle on any of them long enough to finish the damned things. I know it seems like I never do much writing (not nearly as much as I should), but I am always poking at something.
Meh. I wrote 20+ pages of The Knight and the Statue, and need only a page or two more if Sammie says 'yay' and not 'wtf is this crap?'
Anyway. Trouble with fairytales. I think my coping mechanism is to start something new everytime I have trouble with other stories. I really need to find a new mechanism. Because this morning I woke up with The Pied Piper running about in my head. And someone named Magellan has been bothering me. No idea who the fuck he is, except that he's a smartass.
Christ I need to shut up. This is what happens when Megan wakes up at four o'clock and has nothing better to do than fret and/or type.
I can't sleep. I don't know what it is, but since I have moved into this house I consistently wake up between 3-4 every morning and never completely go back to sleep. I really really really wish it would stop >_< Even on the weekends, I wake up earlier than I like. I used to sleep in 'til nine or ten, now I wake up at 7:30 and can't go back to sleep. 7:30! On the weekend! CRIMINAL.
On the brightside, it's supposed to get up to 78 degrees today. AND AND AND my dad ^_^ bought me the rest of Heat Guy J!!! So sometimes this week/weekend I will watch the rest, and then convince Sarah she needs to watch it so I have an excuse to watch it all over again ^_~
Need more coffee.
Even though Sky and my sister liked the first few pages. Bah. Sammie will get it today, because she's the only one allowed to read my crappy stuff, and if she tells me I'm an idiot I will finish it tonight and send it off for final beta'ing.
Sorry. I meant to have it posted yesterday. But assuming all goes well, it will be up tomorrow.
I also can't seem to settle on a freakin' fairytale. So far I have the first five pages of rewrites for The Princess and the Pea, Twelve Dancing Princesses, Hansel and Gretel, The Little Mermaid, and a whacked-out spin off of Sleeping Beauty that Ki-chan for some reason adores. But I can't settle on any of them long enough to finish the damned things. I know it seems like I never do much writing (not nearly as much as I should), but I am always poking at something.
Meh. I wrote 20+ pages of The Knight and the Statue, and need only a page or two more if Sammie says 'yay' and not 'wtf is this crap?'
Anyway. Trouble with fairytales. I think my coping mechanism is to start something new everytime I have trouble with other stories. I really need to find a new mechanism. Because this morning I woke up with The Pied Piper running about in my head. And someone named Magellan has been bothering me. No idea who the fuck he is, except that he's a smartass.
Christ I need to shut up. This is what happens when Megan wakes up at four o'clock and has nothing better to do than fret and/or type.
I can't sleep. I don't know what it is, but since I have moved into this house I consistently wake up between 3-4 every morning and never completely go back to sleep. I really really really wish it would stop >_< Even on the weekends, I wake up earlier than I like. I used to sleep in 'til nine or ten, now I wake up at 7:30 and can't go back to sleep. 7:30! On the weekend! CRIMINAL.
On the brightside, it's supposed to get up to 78 degrees today. AND AND AND my dad ^_^ bought me the rest of Heat Guy J!!! So sometimes this week/weekend I will watch the rest, and then convince Sarah she needs to watch it so I have an excuse to watch it all over again ^_~
Need more coffee.
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Date: 2005-04-05 12:25 pm (UTC)I'm having the same sleep issues. I tend to go to bed around 2 or 3 and get up at 6, this has been constant for a few weeks, today however I got up just before 7 (having gone to bed around 1), so that's a little improvement.
I know we are ultra-sensitive mutants of some variety and there is a signal being broadcast that only we can hear all over the world. It's some mystic, cryptic thing that we try to decipher subconsciously during our waking hours.
yeah, that's it =D
I need prozac. =/
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Date: 2005-04-05 03:57 pm (UTC)Prozac! Prozac!I know we are ultra-sensitive mutants of some variety and there is a signal being broadcast that only we can hear all over the world. It's some mystic, cryptic thing that we try to decipher subconsciously during our waking hours.
Damn skippy.
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Date: 2005-04-05 12:34 pm (UTC)Have a good day! <3
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Date: 2005-04-05 03:58 pm (UTC)*loves*
I've read the Pied Piper all of three times, and not for years. Why this suddenly entered my head, I don't know. But it's all there, I just need to sit down and write it.
You too! Good luck with everything.
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Date: 2005-04-05 01:07 pm (UTC)But alas, I must now head to class, so I must finish it later. I'll let you know, but so far, it's definitely looking like a 'yay'.
it just fucking ended
Date: 2005-04-05 03:53 pm (UTC)You can't just leave me hanging like that. How the hell am I supposed to approve anything if I don't have the full content to work with?
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Date: 2005-04-05 03:54 pm (UTC)So does this mean its good? I'll send you the rest when I get home?
I keep wanting to type *flees* ^^;
Re: it just fucking ended
Date: 2005-04-05 04:30 pm (UTC)I have to wait 'til you get home?!
Goddamn I hate you. Now I've got to wait all the rest of the damned day to get it.
merg, Meggie. Merg.
Re: it just fucking ended
Date: 2005-04-05 05:48 pm (UTC)Hehe ^^; *looks apologetic*L
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Date: 2005-04-05 07:27 pm (UTC)Re: it just fucking ended
Date: 2005-04-05 07:34 pm (UTC)Master Shake!
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Date: 2005-04-05 07:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-04-05 02:50 pm (UTC)You know, it's funny, but I was just reading your stories at Amasour yesterday. I'll have you know that I STILL adore "Tower" and "Main Gauche".
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Date: 2005-04-05 03:55 pm (UTC)It could be that I'm not used to such an open space. I'm used to living with more people, just S and myself still throws me.
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Date: 2005-04-05 04:31 pm (UTC)If there's too much space, you could always invite people over... ^_^
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Date: 2005-04-05 03:33 pm (UTC)You dad is cool. My dad calls all anime characters Gundams.
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Date: 2005-04-05 03:59 pm (UTC)Nyquil = Mortal Enemy #3. We don't get along so well, though it's getting to the point I'm about to wave a white flag and see it we can't form a truce.
Heh. I'm a spoiled brat. And we're slowly but surely getting my dad edumacated in the ways of Anime.
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Date: 2005-04-05 05:14 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-04-05 05:46 pm (UTC)Ask. Or call my cell if you prefer to ask that way - 252-529-8347
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Date: 2005-04-05 06:03 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-04-05 06:04 pm (UTC)I am paid member.
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Date: 2005-04-06 01:44 am (UTC)I need to create a syndicated lj feed but it wont let me b/c im not paid...
http://www.livejournal.com/support/faqbrowse.bml?faqid=137
the URL for the feed is:
http://lostinsound.blogspot.com/atom.xml
(its my new musicblog! :D me so proud)
if you wanna check it out(not the feed) heres the link:
http://lostinsound.blogspot.com
thank you!
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Date: 2005-04-06 02:00 am (UTC)http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=lostinsoundfeed
Re: is this right?
Date: 2005-04-06 11:34 am (UTC):D
I love you!
Re: is this right?
Date: 2005-04-06 11:40 am (UTC)^_^ Always happy to help.
Re: is this right?
Date: 2005-04-06 01:44 pm (UTC)*naughty thoughts*
;)
Re: is this right?
Date: 2005-04-06 03:26 pm (UTC)You're on your own there, buddy.
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Date: 2005-04-06 03:28 pm (UTC)Re: is this right?
Date: 2005-04-06 03:34 pm (UTC)*laughs* Don't you have a pretty? Or did I miss something?
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Date: 2005-04-06 03:41 pm (UTC)Re: is this right?
Date: 2005-04-06 03:45 pm (UTC)O_o
How on earth did I miss that?!?! Why?!?! You guys always seemed so happy :(
Re: is this right?
Date: 2005-04-06 03:48 pm (UTC)it only happened like 4 days ago.
we'de been going out for a year and a half.. then I started going thru my freakin depression issues again.. oh well long story I'll save ya.. and you didnt miss it, I never posted or anything about it and Im not planning to.
Re: is this right?
Date: 2005-04-06 03:52 pm (UTC)If you ever need to talk or write, hit me up. I certainly don't mind. Sorry to hear it, I always enjoyed reading your posts about her. Hang tough.
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Date: 2005-04-06 03:57 pm (UTC)Re: is this right?
Date: 2005-04-06 03:49 pm (UTC)the penis icon below is seriously disturbing
*shiver*
Re: is this right?
Date: 2005-04-06 03:52 pm (UTC)That icon is awesome. Tsaiko rocks.
Re: is this right?
Date: 2005-04-06 03:56 pm (UTC);)
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Date: 2005-04-05 11:55 pm (UTC)Of course, I'm a morning person.
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Date: 2005-04-06 12:12 am (UTC)Of course, I'm a morning person.
*hisses and backs away* Beast of Satan! Away with thee!