TGIF

[maderr]

I hate waking up and going to bed feeling ill, but lately that's all I do. Part of it is not eating enough, which I'm hoping will change once we go shopping again and I can get some breakfast stuffs as well as more lunch/snack stuff. But a big part of it is that I simply don't feel like fixing dinner; by the end of the day I'm just too goddamn lazy. So yeah, headaches all fucking week and generally I feel too ill to sleep solidly. And for some reason my body has decided I need to wake up right at four, instead of letting me sleep until five. Though today I just said fuck it and stayed in bed 'til six - but as I knew would happend I hate not having enough to do anything. But I think every now and then you need to do something stupid to remind yourself why you don't do it.

Work itself is not bad. My IAM is an asshole but luckily I don't have to put up wiht him often. My Manager and new coworker are fun, I think we'll be a good team over time.

The only thing I hate is that I never get to see/talk to anyone anymore. I feel further and further away from the goings on.

And my writing is suffering. I've been trying to write one story all week, but I haven't managed to do more than fix two parts of it - it should've all been written by now.

So I'm sorry my inherent laziness is resulting in my letting y'all down with stories. I swear I'll try to do something productive this weekend after I finish my SMP story.

Gods, so should not have slept in. Didn't help at all and I now I get neither coffee nor breakfast.




I said awhile ago that I was going to do The Blade and the Butterfly for Nanowrimo. But laterly I've been wavering more toward Prisoner.

FUCKING BLOODY HELL IT'S RAINING. GREAT. FUCKING GREAT.

Anyway. Thoughts? Opinions? I feel a bit more familiar with Prisoner than BatB (something about that story is still alluding me) but I thought I'd see which interested people more. And I only ask now becasue if I'm going to do what I want for Nano, I need to start on the outlines *now* So lemme know.

Fuck. I can't believe it's raining. Now I have to change my shoes and everything.

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[mailechan.livejournal.com]

It was very, very, VERY hard not to scream, and I'm amazed I kept all my swearing internal, I have to admit. Still, I think I can rebuild most of it. I don't have as many bunnies on my list as you do. For which I'm grateful. ^_^