Stalling, stalling

[maderr]

Should be working on Nano, but am not. Instead I'm halfway through chapter six of Rainbow. It's been so long since I've tackled the story, I wonder if I'm even writing the chars correctly anymore.

That and I'm trying not to steal ideas from white_aster, whose views on yuber/albert are much like my own. But the song Stitches (by Orgy, I think I'm one of three people that like them) is giving me ideas. Though I need to finish the percy/borus I'm writing first.

Enough stalling I suppose. Back to Rainbow.

P.S. I just realized why I keep stalling. I hate writing thoughts, but I originally put them in Rainbow as a challenge, and b/c I thought it might be better told with them. Notice I don't use them in any other story - that may be why I'm so "dialogue happy" as a couple of people have pointed out to me. I really dislike writing thoughts, and I'm not honestly sure I do it well. Blargh. Enough whining,I'm done now. Promise.

Comments

[starparty.livejournal.com]

hmmm Yes father? Can you come out and exersize my computer? Just dont open the dj Files.. or the manga files.. or the fic files.. or the picture files.. or the art files... or the...

[maderr.livejournal.com]

hahahaha. maybe not. I get paranoid when my dad is on the comp. I'm like "don't open this, or this, or this..."

[inklacedfeather.livejournal.com]

Same here only with my mom. "Don't touch that."

"Why"

"Um, school thing. Don't wnat it getting deleated ::nervious laugh::

[maderr.livejournal.com]

lol. man, the day my mom saw a rather graphic picture. I still haven't lived that one down. You should've seen my brother the day I tricked him into looking a page from Love Mode. That was funny.

[inklacedfeather.livejournal.com]

Heh. Sounds so. Your bother older or younger?

I often wonder what my mother would say if she saw or read my work.

[maderr.livejournal.com]

He's four years younger. We harass each other all the time, it's really fun. He's mad at me right now b/c I'm slashing a couple of characters from a story he's writing.

My mom actually read one of my stories - treasure - she likes it except that the boy/boy thing still is really squick for her.

[inklacedfeather.livejournal.com]

Cool.

Thats what I wonder what she'd say about. The boy/Boy thing

[maderr.livejournal.com]

she just sheakes her head and laughs. then she threatens to "fix" it while I'm at work.

[inklacedfeather.livejournal.com]

LoL I'd liek to see how she makes it work *without* the great boy/boy-ness of it

[maderr.livejournal.com]

Me too, but not enough that I'd actually want her to try.

[inklacedfeather.livejournal.com]

Heh I'd have to agree. Besides I like *your* writting just how it is.

[maderr.livejournal.com]

*grins* thank you muchly

[starparty.livejournal.com]

heh heh My little brother needed to use my computer last month and I refused to leave the room knowing he would start exploring the moment I left ;)

[maderr.livejournal.com]

Ah, but what a learning experience it would have been.

[starparty.livejournal.com]

heh heh I'll bet I could have heard the screams from upstairs.. ;)

[maderr.livejournal.com]

lol. no doubt - but what screams they would have been.

[starparty.livejournal.com]

ahhh the ear piercing tones of a delicate mind shattering.. music to my ears...

[maderr.livejournal.com]

*nods wisely* It's a beautiful sound, one to be savored. I love doing it to the guys at work.

[starparty.livejournal.com]

Oh yes. Guys are so much fun to reduce to mindless puddles too.. They just can't handle it ;)

[maderr.livejournal.com]

No kidding. It constantly amuses me how much they spazz the minute you mention boy on boy fun. Weaklings all of them.

[starparty.livejournal.com]

I've always suspected that the spazzier reaction you get is simply a diversition.. I know of two very well adjusted males that I can't freak out with any boy porn. It's the "in the closet" one that freak out ;)

[maderr.livejournal.com]

Hmmm, you have a point. My brother has no problems harassing me and debating it and all. But this one guy at work won't even come near me anymore.

[starparty.livejournal.com]

mmm hmm! See? It's not manly to be gay so you must violently reject the idea ;)