the day that sucked
Dec. 5th, 2003 10:35 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maderrwoke up an hour later than I intended, to be greeted first thing by the site of my dad's heavily overdrawn account - seeing as 1)I'm largely responsible for it's being that way and 2)I still need the $800.00 he promised me for Europe I'm really upset by this
Apparently he and my mom had a fight this morning, so that's making the atmosphere very very happy.
The argument concerned our 15 cats, most of which we were going to get rid of today. But instead of keeping four we're now just keeping two which I know will upset my mom. She was going to keep this all black one we had. Half the cats are gone now and the ones left are crying and I have to sit here and listen to it. It's horrible - we're supposed to be keeping Lord Black Cat and Fierce Creature. Why are they going?
On top of that I have to work tonight. Usually I work day shift Friday, but I've got to work Hell Night. And it's cold and raining. Fucking Fantastic.
And the icing on the cake? We're out of coffee.
It's not even eleven yet. Excuse me while I go alternate b/t crying and breaking shit.
Update: All the cats are gone except LBC (who we kept after all) and my cat - Mister Grey. My mom is in tears and there's very little happy around this house. We don't even have our damned xmas tree up, and the christmas music is just depressing me. I really wish I wasn't so useless around here - I can't help but feel I only make things worse somehow. I don't know why I think, I just do.
Apparently he and my mom had a fight this morning, so that's making the atmosphere very very happy.
The argument concerned our 15 cats, most of which we were going to get rid of today. But instead of keeping four we're now just keeping two which I know will upset my mom. She was going to keep this all black one we had. Half the cats are gone now and the ones left are crying and I have to sit here and listen to it. It's horrible - we're supposed to be keeping Lord Black Cat and Fierce Creature. Why are they going?
On top of that I have to work tonight. Usually I work day shift Friday, but I've got to work Hell Night. And it's cold and raining. Fucking Fantastic.
And the icing on the cake? We're out of coffee.
It's not even eleven yet. Excuse me while I go alternate b/t crying and breaking shit.
Update: All the cats are gone except LBC (who we kept after all) and my cat - Mister Grey. My mom is in tears and there's very little happy around this house. We don't even have our damned xmas tree up, and the christmas music is just depressing me. I really wish I wasn't so useless around here - I can't help but feel I only make things worse somehow. I don't know why I think, I just do.
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Date: 2003-12-05 04:36 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-12-05 04:39 pm (UTC)oh yeah - I seem to have lost your mailing addy - send it to me pretty please?
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Date: 2003-12-05 04:47 pm (UTC)until 3 I'm here: cincinnati.center @ dukerealty.com
and after I'm sarahchan @ junkjungle.com
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Date: 2003-12-05 04:48 pm (UTC)sorry - I mean your actual mailing address. I had it from the package you sent me (I think) but my mom threw it out before I could write it down. I wanted to send you a christmas card.
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Date: 2003-12-05 04:50 pm (UTC)ohhhhh heh umm email addicted at all -_-;; I'll send it right now :) I need to finish (start) mine too.
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Date: 2003-12-05 04:37 pm (UTC)Go have some chocolate. Get yourself a cup of coffee--go treat yourself to a regular cup somewhere. Take a walk--although you might not want to do that if everyone is acting like the apocalypse is happening with this FUCKING SNOW GET A GRIP PEOPLE... I will try to go have an amusing time with my errands and come back and post something for you brimming with negativity, cynicism, and the joy of Allie World to make you feel better.
I loveded joo, Miss Derr... things will be okay. Don't worry. :)
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Date: 2003-12-05 04:50 pm (UTC)You didn't ruin my day at all Miss Allie, honestly the cannibal story shocked me out of my self pity. I still am trying not to think about it though, that really is vile. I'm telling myself the video tape comment was a joke. goddamn I hope it never hits the internet.
LOL - I don't think I'll walk. Like you and Al have said, people fucking nuts about snow. Yet they go skiing? I don't know. I do know they'll feel free to order pizza, the fuckers.
I love you too Miss Allie, thank you for everything.
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Date: 2003-12-05 06:00 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-12-05 06:04 pm (UTC)it sucks majorly - that's horrible, she just got rid of them?
the little kitten keeps crying and following me around, I feel so bad.
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Date: 2003-12-05 06:23 pm (UTC)I hope the kitten adjusts soon. The way kittens cry is quite jarring and emotional. Heartbreaking is the word. Puppies too. Maybe it just needs a lot of attention for a bit? I dunno. I'm not too good with cats.
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Date: 2003-12-05 07:20 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-12-05 11:17 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-12-06 03:51 am (UTC)oh yes. though I hardly need to tell you that.
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Date: 2003-12-05 06:28 pm (UTC)Thats so sad and I can't really relate with the losing of all your cats (Though I have a doggie of my own and it would kill me if I lost her) but I know what you mean about the christmas music just depressing. That happened to me a few days ago.
Oh and ::Hugs:: to your mom. I feel bad.
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Date: 2003-12-05 07:27 pm (UTC)thank you from both of us. If I believed in any diety, I'd say this is penance for traipsing off to Europe. If it turns out there is a god or whatnot, I'm going to kick his ass.
doggie! we've got two,but they're not the brightest. Every time they blink it's a new day.
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Date: 2003-12-05 07:35 pm (UTC)Thats mean! You go do that! Kick the PTB's bum.
Yep doggie.German Sherperd. What are yours?
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Date: 2003-12-05 07:29 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-12-05 07:39 pm (UTC)*hugs back* thank you.
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Date: 2003-12-13 03:46 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-12-14 04:07 am (UTC)Thanks Al