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woke up an hour later than I intended, to be greeted first thing by the site of my dad's heavily overdrawn account - seeing as 1)I'm largely responsible for it's being that way and 2)I still need the $800.00 he promised me for Europe I'm really upset by this

Apparently he and my mom had a fight this morning, so that's making the atmosphere very very happy.

The argument concerned our 15 cats, most of which we were going to get rid of today. But instead of keeping four we're now just keeping two which I know will upset my mom. She was going to keep this all black one we had. Half the cats are gone now and the ones left are crying and I have to sit here and listen to it. It's horrible - we're supposed to be keeping Lord Black Cat and Fierce Creature. Why are they going?

On top of that I have to work tonight. Usually I work day shift Friday, but I've got to work Hell Night. And it's cold and raining. Fucking Fantastic.

And the icing on the cake? We're out of coffee.

It's not even eleven yet. Excuse me while I go alternate b/t crying and breaking shit.

Update: All the cats are gone except LBC (who we kept after all) and my cat - Mister Grey. My mom is in tears and there's very little happy around this house. We don't even have our damned xmas tree up, and the christmas music is just depressing me. I really wish I wasn't so useless around here - I can't help but feel I only make things worse somehow. I don't know why I think, I just do.

Date: 2003-12-05 07:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] maderr.livejournal.com
don't worry, my family has a history just as black. I killed a kitten once, I think I'm still scared by that.

Date: 2003-12-05 11:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mercury-quirks.livejournal.com
It's definitely something that haunts you forever, at least somewhere in the far corner of your mind >

Date: 2003-12-06 03:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] maderr.livejournal.com


oh yes. though I hardly need to tell you that.

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