don't mind me, writing whining
May. 11th, 2006 06:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maderrAs I've said before, I overwhelm myself with stuff to do and ulitmately wind up doing nothing. This needs to change, esp. since I really and truly want to try lulu, as well as a couple of epublishers (like iris).
But I keep going "oh I shoud work on this but i said I'd do this and I really need to finish this but first I have to finish this...."
Ugh. It's entirely my own fault, I jsut don't know how to dig myself out of it =_=
Two things I would like to do is brush up Kidnapped and Treasure, but I have not the time to edit them and neither do my betas, so it gets shunted to the side.
Am 53% done with Burning Bright, 96% done wtih Prisoner. Both will need editing. Lots of it.
Woul dearly love to finish Embrace, Paradise, and Dance with the Devil.
Also have roughly five new fairytales in mind, since I figure new, never read online would be better for something like lulu.
Also want to work on Never Afraid.
Do you see where I give myself a headache? Add to that the other stuff I should be doing, but am not, and we can see why Megan is alway mad at herself.
And as per usual, I've added Sandstorm on to all that
>_<
So I think I'll play catch up with smaller stuff, and Prisoner, the rest of this month. If I *really* try, and push myself like I know I can, I could also finish Burning Bright.
I know I can do it. For fuck's sake, I wrote 96,000+ words in one month. That was most of Prisoner. It's 274 pages long and will probably reach, possibly clear, 300. Which is pathetic for a standard fantasy novel but pretty fucking skippy for me. If I could finish it.
If you have a pref name it. Because come next month I'm going to attempt to work on one novel/novella a month. I apologize now for everything that gets shunted to the side. My plan right now is to submit a couple of things to a few places, and to have a nice line up for lulu by my birthday.
Sorry for the spasticness. I'll be a reliable write one day. =_=
Shower now. Then writing. OMG so tired. Work is sucking the energy right out of me.
But I keep going "oh I shoud work on this but i said I'd do this and I really need to finish this but first I have to finish this...."
Ugh. It's entirely my own fault, I jsut don't know how to dig myself out of it =_=
Two things I would like to do is brush up Kidnapped and Treasure, but I have not the time to edit them and neither do my betas, so it gets shunted to the side.
Am 53% done with Burning Bright, 96% done wtih Prisoner. Both will need editing. Lots of it.
Woul dearly love to finish Embrace, Paradise, and Dance with the Devil.
Also have roughly five new fairytales in mind, since I figure new, never read online would be better for something like lulu.
Also want to work on Never Afraid.
Do you see where I give myself a headache? Add to that the other stuff I should be doing, but am not, and we can see why Megan is alway mad at herself.
And as per usual, I've added Sandstorm on to all that
>_<
So I think I'll play catch up with smaller stuff, and Prisoner, the rest of this month. If I *really* try, and push myself like I know I can, I could also finish Burning Bright.
I know I can do it. For fuck's sake, I wrote 96,000+ words in one month. That was most of Prisoner. It's 274 pages long and will probably reach, possibly clear, 300. Which is pathetic for a standard fantasy novel but pretty fucking skippy for me. If I could finish it.
If you have a pref name it. Because come next month I'm going to attempt to work on one novel/novella a month. I apologize now for everything that gets shunted to the side. My plan right now is to submit a couple of things to a few places, and to have a nice line up for lulu by my birthday.
Sorry for the spasticness. I'll be a reliable write one day. =_=
Shower now. Then writing. OMG so tired. Work is sucking the energy right out of me.
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Date: 2006-05-11 10:12 pm (UTC)Or side stores with Cam =)
And Mickey.
Obsessed? Me? Never!