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Feb. 13th, 2008 06:15 pmI am really getting tired of being told I should have a boyfriend, I need to be married, and that people are meant to spend their lives with a special someone -_- It was funny at first, but I'm starting to get tired of it.
Still mad at muses. I wish I could dictate what gets written, and I feel like a thousand different kinds of worthless and stupid when people push stories they'd like me to write,b/c I can very rarely write on demand. Esp. shit like Paradise, when my interests just don't lie any longer with contemp. It's never been my flavor. I did it for a time, to get my feet wet...but I'm happier in fantasy and sci-fi and supernaturl. Straight up ordinary modern is just bleh to me writing wise.
Ah, well.
Ramble ramble.
Food, maybe, then more attempting to make muses cooperate.
I use the icon simply because it amuses me given the crap I listen to at work.
Still mad at muses. I wish I could dictate what gets written, and I feel like a thousand different kinds of worthless and stupid when people push stories they'd like me to write,b/c I can very rarely write on demand. Esp. shit like Paradise, when my interests just don't lie any longer with contemp. It's never been my flavor. I did it for a time, to get my feet wet...but I'm happier in fantasy and sci-fi and supernaturl. Straight up ordinary modern is just bleh to me writing wise.
Ah, well.
Ramble ramble.
Food, maybe, then more attempting to make muses cooperate.
I use the icon simply because it amuses me given the crap I listen to at work.