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Feb. 13th, 2008 06:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maderrSo apparently I'm a jerk.
I'm really sorry if anyone feels I've been unfairly harsh or brutal or whatnot.
It probably sounds like a flimsy excuse, but I guess my family has always been hard? If you see us with each other, we take no quarter. A friend told me once that I have no patience for weakness, and I guess that's not totally inaccurate. Mostly, I just call myself a raging bitch. I've never been good at gentle, I'm prone to exaggerating to make a point, and when I argue I argue to the death -- fully expecting to be treated just as brutally. I too often forget not everyone is up to fighting back at that level, and so I come off in the end as a massive fucking bitch.
I don't meant it. Was not aware various people had this impression of me, or that I was treating everyoe so horribly. I am too often guilty of not seeing the obvious.
So, I apologize. I'll try to take more care.
I'm really sorry if anyone feels I've been unfairly harsh or brutal or whatnot.
It probably sounds like a flimsy excuse, but I guess my family has always been hard? If you see us with each other, we take no quarter. A friend told me once that I have no patience for weakness, and I guess that's not totally inaccurate. Mostly, I just call myself a raging bitch. I've never been good at gentle, I'm prone to exaggerating to make a point, and when I argue I argue to the death -- fully expecting to be treated just as brutally. I too often forget not everyone is up to fighting back at that level, and so I come off in the end as a massive fucking bitch.
I don't meant it. Was not aware various people had this impression of me, or that I was treating everyoe so horribly. I am too often guilty of not seeing the obvious.
So, I apologize. I'll try to take more care.
